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virtualcuzi 52T
1608 posts
3/21/2023 4:13 pm
"The bunny killer."

I continued reading the book, only page 65 now and I did find distractions in it. I could look up things too in a heartbeat and add more interesting titbits to my line of thought.
The book says we're swamped with information like the permeating electromagnetic "aurora" we're surrounded with and if our senses were tuned to that it would seem impossible to make any sense of it.
Then the book dips into the maladies of the mind and conjectures about mental illnesses.
And according to the ticking boxes way of discerning stuff it was once speculated that Einstein had ticked a box or two on the schizophrenic scale.
That was a gorgeous thing you know being given that link to watch Feynman in action. First time for me seeing him and hearing his voice and he is so easy to like.
Funny for me reading about people speculation about schizophrenia and bi-polar disorder and here's me with an insiders view of it.
It could be an absolute hoot having it and I did maths and listened to music and had an almost unlimited amount of energy.
But at the end of the day I thought if I could it off by flicking a switch then I would flick it.
And I did, it was hard as the easy access to dopamine was a real challenge to defeat and when though sheer will power gain some distance from it ,it was like looking back at a retreating galaxy.
I must say though the one about schizophrenia and maths being good co-habitors has some merit and you would escape to a quite different place. Maybe too that the joy you felt from solving something difficult had to registered by your brain and it was like it was forced to give up some of its ground.
But now alls quiet and I feel more like how I felt at 10years old.
I felt a sense of maturity but couldn't figure out what the hype for living was about.
Then soon after ahead of time I had my first orgasm and I had to hide my red peenie after gym when everyone headed for the showers.
I was till being pushed around by my pa on ordered what to do on the weekend.
He would related twisted tales from his boyhood about how he was snatched away by the older boys to be taken away into the scrub to hunt for rabbits.
Now it was his turn and he'd show his prowess and breaking the neck of those little bunnies and tossing them in the back of the car.
Those bunnies were superb though and roasted, baked, boiled with some nice gravy you could not beat them.
Now the book tackled dreams and dreams were unfair if you did them properly.
But as little naps you could gain snippets of info that could be interesting and give an insight into what was ahead.The holographic world could do that.
I had my own spin on how the world was out to get me and I would see how my quickness of reactions had saved my bacon many times but that was an illusion because when I really thought about it, it was that something was protecting me and I thought I had something important and timely to give at the right moment and then I would have no reason to exist.
So I'm invested in the whole holographic idea.
Once we're drawn over to that idea we'd find ways to work with it and make some gains.
So that's where I'm at and I want to develop my psychic senses and perhaps join a group of similarly minded folk whom I can sit on a hill top with around a fire and join hand and chant some holy words.Oh I accidently found some muic good for that on calm radio but I didn't note the artist. It was a kind of gutternal type of deep singing and it is perfect to listen too during a nap. Life is good ! Hope you can share my good vibes.



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virtualcuzi 52T
1235 posts
3/21/2023 4:14 pm

I may have stolen that pic from a fellow blogger but such is life.

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Ds_seek_sub_slav 63M/26F
1624 posts
3/21/2023 6:26 pm

As a research engineer, mathematician, physicist, and all around curious person, I am not on the autism spectrum, not on the ADD spectrum, not on any spectrum really, I have accomplished a lot in my life, even to today. I just finished up a paper on a fortran based framework that will revolutionize how we program and think about engineering and scientific computing in the future. At 62! Maybe I am not Einstein or Feynman. We do need those folks, but we need a lot more of me: white, male, smart, and damn it, my inner repub escaped again....

Sorry. More of folks like me. Smart, curious, willing to do the research when necessary, analyze what I need, and read through the bullshit of a holographic universe as a nice theory along with the 80 pthets we have and none of them can be proven. We are left with the Copenhagen view and not much else.... Sad as it is!

Sorry to rain on your parade. However, the ONLY thing my brilliant physicist boss and I agree on is that. Nice theories but if you cannot prove them? Mental masturbation. Then you are left with the Copenhagen view: the math is reality! No interpretation other than that - except for entanglement. Then we are FUCKED! Bell's theorem is just more Copenhagen views..... with a happy ending..... Holographic theory does even try to tackle entanglement, dark matter or dark energy. We are just fucked! No theory gets us there. However, as an engineer, I have enough now to invent so.ething that I can make a bazillion $ from...... but no, I want to do computer software...... FUCK! Maybe next life!


virtualcuzi 52T
1235 posts
3/21/2023 7:59 pm

Hollywood makes gazillions from fiction. I just watched a house being printed on utube. Your value exceeds money as you're doing stuff we need for little reward. A curse to the Larry Finkes of the world. So you want to see tangible proofs. More utube where now Tesla was into harnessing lightning. Now about the geniuses, they are in short supply and don't show up when you need 'em most. Well you can't just short circuit it there as you can't predict what the brain will do one day. If we make it. I'm about real things though and mathematics can be used to say things about the probability of past lives. Also isn't it amazing what alien craft has shown us to be possible? So you're old enough to know what it felt like when the Alien visitation thing was cramped by nutcases.
I kind of wish the aliens had left us in peace and we could imagine we're the only life filled planet. Maybe they could have continued with crop circles. I suspect carbon fun was planned for us. How so much finished up deep underground is astounding. A lot can be done with a cult and hippies too. A master meditator concentrated on good thoughts and made his brain light up under a scan proving something. Dark energy went in the bin. Okay fair enough my book is not likely to prove much at all. I appreciate your opinions though. I read a book called super nature once and I wondered about plants. I know now it was all bullshit designed to test us but many have real experiences of floating above their bodies on an operating table or communicating with ghosts. One vid on utube I like is an old style of movie tape being used at a sporting event where some apparition appeared from nowhere and completed a race then disappeared before our eyes. Tape that was hard to doctor and I see it as a hologram effect. There's many such as this tape. Maybe you've got a troubled mind because everything is not fixed the way you'd like it to be. Oh a girl proved to me that she could read minds. Black and white, friends woke up on a camping trip having the same dream. We're connected. Everyone a small part of a larger machine. We could be hosts inhabited by other inter-dimensional beings. I just got a flash of Hitch hikers guide to the galaxy and we're just a science experiment run by mice. Maybe you've been sent by the "others" to put me off my research. I can feel I'm getting close. People will protest and stop breeding to stop being used. Mass pandemonium when I tell the truth about things. Take notice God, I'm coming after you. I will cook your goose and lead a breakaway group who'll hide in the mountains and make their own moonshine. Good luck with Trump, Elon said they're turning him into a martyr. He can't lose.

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drmgirl622 68F  
25884 posts
3/22/2023 7:39 am

The geniuses of this world are so good at theories and, at times, speculation. Applying it to real life is the true test. Is it schizophrenia or brilliance?


virtualcuzi 52T
1235 posts
3/22/2023 4:11 pm

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    The geniuses of this world are so good at theories and, at times, speculation. Applying it to real life is the true test. Is it schizophrenia or brilliance?
According to the book dream. A study into LSD provided cause to look deeper into it as the ones (2000 individuals) studied did amazing things. A spirit from beyond gave a phone number and they rang it and talked to his mother and found he'd died three weeks earlier. Kinda reminded me of Houdini's greatest trick. People recounted many things under LSD including information from thousands of years ago. I think maybe it's the Akashic record where info is stored. We're doing stuff that gets recorded. I'm tempted to skip to the back but the book has great reviews. On that last question there's things you can do to make the creative part of the brain work better. It may require deep meditation.

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