Happy Birthday 🎉🎈 To Me
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投稿日：2023年 8月 15日 10:56 am
最終更新日時：2023年 9月 10日 7:52 pm 13025 回の閲覧
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Happy Birthday to me!
I’m.a Double Leo!!!!!!!
Today I’m 62
And in my heart
And mind
I feel 30 yrs old
I don’t mind aging
I just hate what it does
To our bodies
The wisdom we gain
Year after year
Is priceless
Things don’t matter
As much
I’m able to choose
Who I have in my life
Can recognize toxicity
In others
That’s a big One haha
I’ve lived my 62 years
Good and bad
And I’m still here
Happy Birthday to me! Debra
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Every day’s a lesson
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投稿日：2023年 8月 13日 10:33 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 8月 14日 5:53 pm 12550 回の閲覧
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The winds of change
Have provided
So many lessons
The kinds of lessons
That only real living
Can bring
Real experiencing
Real feeling
Real joy
And real pain
To name a few
Putting self out there
Taking the risks
Hoping for strength
Grateful for another day
Of learning
Sometimes
Feeling exhausted
Feeling drained
Feeling like the one
Looking inside
Of self
And other times
Storms shifting
Into bright Sun
And calm ocean
It exists
All of it
Because I’m living
It
Good
Bad
All of it
As long as I can
Grow
I will learn………peace
Debra
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Keep seeing triple 111 everywhere!!!!!!!
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投稿日：2023年 8月 8日 10:46 am
最終更新日時：2023年 8月 9日 4:11 am 12905 回の閲覧
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Lately, I keep seeing the number 111. I believe someone has been trying to tell me something.
This is what it means when you keep seeing that number:
Trust that everything fits together and everything is perfectly working together as a whole in the master plan.
Use your created amount of energy by serving something or someone greater than yourself. With your specific talents, you were meant to impact the world--or even someone special in a positive way.
When seeing the triple digits of 111 repetitively, It means we are being reminded that being true to yourself is the greatest gift you can give to the world.
When we understand our true self with awakened eyes, this is when you realize you have complete freedom. Freedom to live in your own light. Freedom to make your own choices, and the freedom to be uniquely you!
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Enigma.........................................
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投稿日：2023年 8月 7日 3:18 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 8月 8日 10:32 am 13177 回の閲覧
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Oh
The wonder of it all
The quiet voice
still lingers
inside me
The ever watchful
eyes
I feel bare down on me
Even in the silence
of His absence
I have tried to run
a few times
In my heart
and in my head
and yes,
right down to my soul
But He doesn't let me
run far
reeling me back home
into His arms
My fears
He embraces
My emotions
He comes head on
A gentleness
And tenderness
A stern direction
I want to follow
The walls
coming down
More vulnerabilities
More openness
More wonder
Why He is with me
I strayed far from the slave
in me
And now, she is called
out again
The beast that roars
inside of me
I can not quiet
on my own
The beast inside Him
needs the beast inside
of me too..........................debra
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Struggling…………
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投稿日：2023年 8月 3日 4:51 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 8月 13日 6:42 am 13825 回の閲覧
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As I take
A strong hold
Of His hand
I’m also pulling
Away at times
I feel like I
Take two steps
Forward
Then three steps
Backward
At times I
Long to run toward
Him
And times I run
away
Hiding in my
Mental cage
Safe
From my vulnerability
And yet
Longing to give
All of me to Him
I had forgotten
The physicality is
Easy and fun
But the mental
Part of submission
Can be gutwrenching
At times
The opening of the layers
The surrendering of things
I long to hold onto
But He requires me to change
To His likes
Right down to the colors
Of my clothes
And how He wants things
Done
Slavery means surrendering
My mind, body, and soul
The war is with my ego
How much it took over
Those years I cared for another
It had too
Now, how do I get
Back to where I should be
Miss ya’ll! debra
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Who we are meant to be.................................
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投稿日：2023年 7月 12日 4:43 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 8月 3日 10:25 pm 15305 回の閲覧
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May we all know
The fire that burns
deep within us
May we express it
with divinity
And raise our heads
to the Universe
May we stretch out
our arms
And reach for the stars
May we not limit ourselves
But allow each fiber
of our beings
To be
Who and What we are
Knowing
It is truly
Who we are meant to be............................debra
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Here we are………….
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投稿日：2023年 7月 10日 3:42 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 7月 12日 10:59 am 15888 回の閲覧
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Here we are
Master and I
In one state
And one home
Living as our
True selves
I cried today
I knew it hurt Him
He punished me
More intense
Than ever before
I knew I had hurt us
Sometimes
I open my mouth
When I shouldn’t
But I’m learning
When and how
To speak to Him
I cleaned the house
With a sore bottom
Tears in my eyes
Shame in my soul
Today I learned
That’s what matters
And I thanked Him
When He had finished
Today
I grew………..debra
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At His Feet
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投稿日：2023年 6月 11日 3:31 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 7月 10日 7:37 am 21489 回の閲覧
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At the Master's feet
A very important place
For me to be
It is in this action
That total and unquestioned
Trust has occurred
Between Sir and I
Silently waiting for His
instructions
As He admires my place
Mentally and physically
At His feet
Knowing that at any time
He has the power
I give Him
To destroy me
But He doesn't
He has the same respect
admiration
For His slave
And I know
Though He may punish
He will never harm me
Though He may discipline
He will always tell me why
first
I crave it
Another seeing me
this way
Feeling me as I move
Hearing me as I plead
Capturing me when I
least expect it
Where is my place
At the Masters feet
Debra
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The Ego Self And The Slave Self
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投稿日：2023年 6月 10日 9:10 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 7月 4日 7:50 am 22014 回の閲覧
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I am becoming
evermore aware
How much the Ego self
Helps me in "Public Life"
It does not
However,
Have a place
in my slave self
The ego self
Handles business
Life responsibilties
And protects me
from harm
The slave self
Depends on the Master
For all of that and more
And yes, I have a voice
And am asked for my opinion
Slowly peeling away
the layers of my ego self
Allowing the slave self
to rise
It Is something I can't
put into words
You have to go through it
To comprehend it
Lets just say
It doesn't happen overnight
And it is deep
It is scarey
it is euphoric
Been in training
Been away
But I feel more humble
today
Debra
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Learning
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投稿日：2023年 5月 26日 6:52 pm
最終更新日時：2023年 6月 2日 9:16 pm 22383 回の閲覧
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Loving the thigh highs
Heels too
Loving the ecstasy
That is You
Learning so much
In a very short time
You always
Blowing my mind
Patience is key
In Your reprotoire
Sometimes You take me
So very far
I want to kneel
And bow my head
In gracious thanks
As I’m led
Debra
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