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Round 3 for the wood chipper...
Postad:10 februari 2024 7:42 am
Senast Uppdaterad:10 februari 2024 7:49 am
5168 besök

Most people by now would have said fuck it...

Huh? Yeah she got angry at me once again..stopped emailing me..
Without an explanation.

I have no clue why...

And I really wish I was that stereotypical clueless tv dad..

At least I'd have a laugh track..

But yeah..no clue..

And yes I have explained I'm a dude use to dealing with dudes,I prefer men...
We are straightforward,not complex,we will tell you right to your face what is bothering us..

Men aren't women,d ont pick up on subtle things..

So just be blunt and tell me why your upset.

But nope..

The irony is she will carry on like this for a day or two..

And then it's like nothing happened..

I don't call her on it...I just let it go..

Leo..being leo..a guy that prides himself of being able to read people believes..

She just inst ready to step into her " big girl " Domme shoes yet..
But omg I've never meet someone so born for the role..

She is the goddess type..so poised to step over the line and become ..well nothing..that's the whole point..

She is already a strong and controlling woman.

There is no need for fanfair..it's just she never had that level of control over a male

I'd like to think the hesitation on her part is the fear of actually playing with a male..

But I think her real issue is

Me...omg you can't believe how submissive I can be..
But at the same time I'm quiet bold,I walk with a swagger,
I'm not afraid to say strip naked and wait on guest at a tea party..

I think the reason I don't implode and stop this crazy train is I want to see the endgame..

She talked about a surgery and nothing can be done till the end of February..

But even then I don't believe she will want to do this..

Yet like a movie,I'd like to see how this ends...

Will She? Won't She?

Remember my fans..people including women..operate in patterns..

She's done this behavior before..and we never really got to explore the Domming portion.

I left..

But I'm back in the same mouse trap...

Yet I'm curious about her as a Domme..she seems such a natural..

And if/ when that takes place...Will things be different..

Right now I'm just a friend..I'm not a bf,hubby or her slave..

What I'm getting at is now it's easy to be frustrated at me cause there is no real outlet. I'm a friend

But suddenly have me naked before you and I can be trained,disciplined,teased..shocked...

All good ways to vent and alter behavior
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Women..the mental woodchipper..and I love in headfirst
Postad:5 februari 2024 4:48 am
Senast Uppdaterad:10 februari 2024 7:02 am
6066 besök

So I thought I'd drop a lil update..

With guys everything is sooo easy..sex,play

With women it's like...taking a sigh..

I've never apologize more in my life for the slightest things.

Small things that I just glided over yet stuck in her brain..

Only to be brought out later..

And I'm not a bad,ignorant,sob.

But with this woman it seems like it's all or nothing..
She can offer me a lot playwise...and the next minute it's like I just want to walk away..
Partially cause I know talk is just talk and I doubt we would ever go there..

So why not just walk away...

Well as you get older you access for play drops off..
She literally lives 10 minutes away..we know one another.
We like a lot of same things..

But it literally is like diving headfirst into a mental woodchipper...with a future promise of

Where I get to be an oralslave
Get to wear a cock cage
She's wants to explore ball play
Then get good at milking a male

And sure this may not appeal to everyone..

But is right up my alley and hard to just

Walk away
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So this may be my last shot at the lifestyle brass ring
Postad:2 februari 2024 7:53 pm
Senast Uppdaterad:2 februari 2024 7:53 pm
5885 besök

I wrote to you about my ex..

How she befriended me..

And things esculated..

And yeah we got to a point online where..

Why why am I even here..with an ex.,still in the lifestyle..

She seems like a complete b.

I literally wanted to quit..everything.

But something changed..

Maybe she realised having me on some level was better than being alone.

So I'm giving this a try
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Continue that scenario she said
Postad:26 januari 2024 7:56 pm
Senast Uppdaterad:27 januari 2024 10:25 am
5355 besök

And I thought about it for a flash of a second.

But then ten minutes later changed the tone of the Domme..

To only then switch gears again and took a different approach..

Writing literally

Should be giving the audience what they desire..
Meanwhile giving them

What they truly need..

In this case the Domme went from 40yr old horny

To elderly and strict

To someone just marveling over control..

And in the end..

I gave them what they need.
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The new way scammers operate on fet
Postad:20 januari 2024 8:39 am
Senast Uppdaterad:25 januari 2024 12:08 pm
6016 besök

Just something I noticed..

If your someone that either posts pics ( your personal ones or otherwise)..on fet

Or someone that likes others pics..

You will find scammers trying to gloom onto your junk by commenting liking your stuff..( pics,writing,comments)..

And it's sooo odd

Maybe they think it's an " in" way to get you to reply to them
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Can you be happy with just parts of bdsm and not the full kit
Postad:20 januari 2024 8:07 am
Senast Uppdaterad:20 januari 2024 1:02 pm
7027 besök

I talked previously about this...with the example of males that just spank...period..lol

But I wondered about this " ex"..
And like most dudes I was thinking whole picture.
I wanted the whole bdsm scene.

Where as she..was sorta finding her way as a Domme.

And I've come to the conclusion. I could be with a Dominant person if they had only say 3 bdsm interest.. period.

In the case of the ex..( in case your wondering)..

And these aren't my choices...these choices are ones that would work best for us/ are reflected in the fet groups she now belongs to..

She is 68yrs old..not interested in traditional sex...or penetration..
I previously brought up the notion of chastity with her
(.she now list a chastity,tease and denial group she joined on fet.)

1. I don't top,she has no need for a penis. She's tired of pushy males showing dick pics or wanting sex 24/7 on bdsm sites

It seemed the easiest way to remove it from the relationship equation was long term male chastity.
Out of sight..out of mind...no need for it until she wants it..
And then still no need to provide him/ owe him sex
..just hours of slow torture and edging him closer and closer. With no orgasm allowed for the slave.
He grows soft and it's locked back back in its tiny cage once again.

Taking sex from the slave may not be on every males bdsm wishlist. But it is perfect in this situation.

I introduced the concept..I actual bought a cock cage and showed her how it worked..
But I also think it freaked her out a lil...and she wondered if there was any long term effects. She being new to being a Domme mind you

Ironically most dudes " goon" over the thought of wearing a cage...they will push the concept on their partner..and when finally locked in one..
They balk to be let out..they whine and pout.

I'm sorta different. I'm probably the ideal male for this type of play. I don't top, I'm not big...thank God..cause it honestly allows me to not only wear a cage long term comfortably. But also allows me to wear what is called a microcage...which prevents erections,keeps the cock in its natural small flaccid state.
yeah..lol.I think a male's cock kept small like that is sexy AF...so cute😁.

And is discrete AF..can't even tell I have one on,can wear it for long periods of time,forget I'm even wearing one.

And for me..yes everything they tell you about cock cages is true...you do stop looking at other women, you do become more focused on the Dominant..
You stop focusing on your needs/ pleasures. You start finding pleasure in making her happy..

In case your curious..yes it is very doable to simply deny him masturbating,getting his orgasms.
When he is caged..yeah nature will take over and he'll have wet dreams..
Or a Dominant can give the slave a release without an orgasm ( technique called a ruined orgasm). The release of spunk and an orgasm are two seperate functions.
Or she can insert fingers into the slaves ass and prostate milk him.
Which means there is no orgasm,there doesn't even have to have an erect cock.
It is an easy,effective and fun way to get cum to literally drool out of that small limp slave dick

2. She doesn't want penetration but ideally wants an oral slave..someone to give her orgasms.
And she shyly inched her way towards this ideal a few times.

Once again..I like guys..but am also one hell of a pussy eater. So not a problem..I could do it for a living..if that was possible..lol.

I talked about chastity and him kept horny/ denied orgasms..
So if he can't fuck..can cum..wont he find another GF/ Domme etc.
No not really..it's like a guy with E.D. if he can't use his dick he gets real good with his tounge...real quick..
And pours his energy into..what amounts to tounge fucking her.
His ego no longer revolves around sex,his need to get laid or his penis..
His goal now is wrapped around making the wife, gf,his owner cum hard AF,cum multiple times,wear her out sexually.
Her orgasm is now his orgasm...he mentally gets off getting her physical/ sexually off..
After a lil while in his cage..he will no longer care about his orgasm.
This is more stimulating...a proper use for a slave.

3. She listed a spanking group currently on her fet page..

And I know pain was never her thing...but I'm cool if that was something she wished to really explore..

3.2..but if I had a say in these 3..
I could literally give up anal,pain,cbt,shocking devices being a dog etc..
In place of...now this may sound weird...

But feet...and I don't even have a foot fetish..

But there is something so right with a Dominant standing/ siting..
And a male on the floor worshiping their boot,shoe,high heels,feet.
It instantly denotes to everyone their status,their place and whose in charge.
I have a thing for a Dominant being naturally superior and a slave inferior...and feet sorta really plays into it..lol

I think if I could wear a cock cage,become her oral slave and worship her body,her feet as a sign of my slavehood..

Then I believe I could leave the rest behind...

No strap ons,no dog mittens,no whips,..oh my...

How about you???
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Does " bdsm" need to be shattered in order to grow..become " the norm"?
Postad:19 januari 2024 4:48 pm
Senast Uppdaterad:20 januari 2024 6:47 am
6144 besök

I really want some big brain input on this one..

Cause I see a hella lot of this going on in the gay community..

People aren't " dabbling ".. rather they are taking certain portions of the over all bdsm " lifestyle"..

And making it work for them.

Like say bondage and edging a dick..

AND HUH? That is all he wants??.,that is what his interest in..
The rest of bdsm is useless..

Now back in the day we'd laugh

Call these people " domestic discipliners"..

Or just wannabees..

But these same people are normalizing your kink..

I see the same thing in the m2m spanking communities ..

Your sexual orientation doesn't matter..sex doesn't matter..dudes just be getting off on spanking period..

So does bdsm as a whole..

Matter??

And I think this notion of " bdsm" will soon carry over..
And people will be piece mealing it out.
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Boomerrangs: do you let exes back into your life
Postad:19 januari 2024 5:01 am
Senast Uppdaterad:20 januari 2024 6:46 am
6166 besök

Here is a problem we all faced..

Do you let exes...Doms,subs,gf,bf...back into your life..

Even as friends..

I post this because I got an odd alert on fet..

I rarely go on there...but I do have numerous pics that I liked or commented on in the past..

Anyway I got a friend's request from this person..

Not the original name I knew her on fet..

A new one..

No pic..

But the age and location were accurate....it was the same sorta bio

Now it could be a scammer...but omg talk about working your ass off if it was..

There are easier ways to scam someone.. I doubt you'd come at me as a 68 yr old local Domme with no boobs pic.

So I have to assume it really is her.

There was no note...

Just a friend's request...

And a" like "to a drawing of a male slave tied naked to a bed spread eagle..with an erect cock.

In the past year I literally told someone/ a former vanilla friend.. I knew in my past that I didn't want to be friends with her again...it actually got a lil creepy/ her stocking me..

So I'm used to saying no and just cutting off people..

And yes it's hard for an audience to not only judge this Domme and my past with her..
But give me advice on how to proceed

I'm not saying I'm perfect and I had nothing to do with our breakup.

But I also know I'm fun,,I'm not chopped liver..

And yes it's sorta hard to find a good male slave as Dommes age..

In her case..she doesn't want the D..is sensual..

And that pic of that tied up male..

Probably is something she longs for..

But has no real access to..

Unless she reaches out...to her past..

Your thoughts..

I'll try to tell you more about her tonight
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Pipes burst.
Postad:17 januari 2024 7:14 pm
Senast Uppdaterad:17 januari 2024 7:15 pm
4649 besök

So yeah..

Maybe you didn't realise your boy was such a trend setter ..

50 something..no kids..
No 401 k
No retirement plan
Roommates..4 cars in a driveway and only 1 belongs to me

Welcome to the new America..thank God for " bideneconomics"

I had a pipe burst in my house today..

Paid a plumber 300 bucks to fix it..

And he did us a favor..leapfrogged us.. cause my roommate is disabled.
Most plumbing companies said it would be a week before they could come over,

My roomie literally no longer has feet due to his diabetes..

His basement room got soaked and his bathroom now needs to be gutted.

Fun times..

Yeah it's been a bitch week that broke me..minus 20 below windchill and i worked out in it

I literally just wanted it to end..

And if I was

By myself..

I might have just ended it..

Being real...the worst week of my life.

It's like a torment that will not fucking end.
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Come on ..just say it..two things in life are always constant
Postad:16 januari 2024 7:26 pm
Senast Uppdaterad:17 januari 2024 4:41 am
4562 besök

Leo is always right..

And Leo is getting his...

Even if that means waiting an hour and a half for the walmart manager to test said battery..

After your boy told her

His machine said

It's bad...

And the mfer battery is under warranty.

Like omg Wal-Mart Karen manager..

Do you think think I'd rip out a 13 month old battery..in 6 degree weather..,wait an hr and change for you to waddle back..

Cause I'm working a hussle?

A 13 month battery with a 3 yr warrenty..

And yeah I'm hussling..

And you need to put my Wal-Mart battery on your tester..

I was 2 deep..so I walked around Wal-Mart for a plus hr...

Only to have Karen tell me..

Yeah my Wal-Mart battery was shit..

What part of me telling you I already put it on my device
Don't you get.,

What part of you of me..tired,cold,angry AF..

Don't you get..

In the end

Leo is always right..

And he's getting that w arrenty new battery.
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